Just For Lighterry (by dpramadhani)

Have you ever think about your live? have you ever think about what do you want to do? and have you ever think about you future?? She always think about that. think about her live, her future, her live, her future, and always that in her mind. She always scare to be a failure person, scare about her vague future, scare if She can't get what She dream letter.

that's all just make her frustrate right now. She try to be someone with good score at school, looks strong in front of her friends, She wants all people think that She's a good girl, smart girl, diligent person, or maybe we say that by,, She wants to looks as a perfect person in front of people.

but the fact,, it's not same with what we see(read). at that noon, Lighterry  Barclyn, her name, comeback from her school to home. She just can hear 2 people arguing in their room. her parents. No days without quarrel in her home. her brother, Danysh, everyday just stay in his room. since He graduated from his high school 2 years ago, his activity is just stay in front of his computer, cellphone, or Mp3. maybe he already being habitual with Mom and Dad's quarrel. So, how Lighterry? or we call her by Terry, just a 9 years old girls. still so young right? but she already know about how broken are her family.

Everyday comeback home, Terry always show her cute smile. of course that's not a sincere smile, it just covering her tears. when come in to her room, She never forget to crying in her bad. After a bit calm, She will write down what she feels, what she saw, to her 'Strawberry Shortcake' diary. A diary that has been together with her for 5 years, She always think that her diary is more loyal than her parents. Terry couldn't talk anything to her parents, her mom, everyday has to go to boutique, and her Dad, need to go to another city. So what a fuckin live is it for her? and her brother, (maybe).Nobody.....blabla..
(to be continued)...